coming back.. slowly

I am slowly coming back to life.
if you didn't know.. and I just thought.. well.. how would you know?
duh!

My dad passed away last weekend. He had been sick for a while, but it was unexpected.
it's been a rough week and I have not slept in days. I have got a lot of my laundry done though.. and my house is kinda clean :)
but with the stress of all that.. I was the one basically taking care of him.. since I was the closest..
My sister flew in for a few days.. we planned the family funeralish thingy.. and then all the stress of cleaning his apartment. going through his things.. that was hard. still is.
I have not made it to the gym.. well.. one time.. for a minute on Friday.. and it felt weird. I don't think I was mentally ready. or physically.
I haven't ate right.
at all.
but I did check in at my Weight Watchers office Saturday.
I only managed to gain one pound. not too bad when I feel like I've gained five, at least..

so.. I'm trying to get back to life. since it does go on.
please be patient with me.. I need it.

I think I will just work on getting my water in this week.. I am still working on the fitblogger challenge.. I missed some last week.. but it's a new week.. I am aiming for 100 ounces a day.. yay for crystal light!
here goes..

Thanks!