Friday, July 8, 2011

I hope my jeans weigh 5 pounds

yeah.. it's been that kinda week
I admit I haven't really tried.
what is wrong with me?
I hate that I won't try
I know what I need to do
but I just don't have it in me this week..
or last week..


I hope my jeans weigh five pounds today
cuz tomorrow is gonna suck
I have nobody to blame but myself
and that bites

I feel like crap
and I could go on

why do I do this to myself?
I know how good it feels to be eating right and treating my body with respect
but somehow I just haven't done it
I've given up..
no willpower
no motivation

can someone kick my ass back on track?

I'm so done with this..

I know all the excuses
I just don't want to use them anymore
I want to be strong and just get this last 30 pounds off already


I'm done

onward and upward (hopefully downward)

oh.. guess what I've been "googling"

I found and printed this
workout log

I am going to have one for upper body and one for lower body.. two for each day

muscle and
this awesome workout..

I am going to try this and see if it helps my motivation and stuff..

1 comment:

Diandra said...

Try one day at a time, and one step at a time. If you ate crappy yesterday, eat a little better today. And still better tomorrow. Add a walk to your day. Then walk one mile more.

Some days it's so exhausting! And everything goes so slow! I wish I could wiggle my nose and the remaining weight would just fall off.