yeah.. it's been that kinda week
I admit I haven't really tried.
what is wrong with me?
I hate that I won't try
I know what I need to do
but I just don't have it in me this week..
or last week..
I hope my jeans weigh five pounds today
cuz tomorrow is gonna suck
I have nobody to blame but myself
and that bites
I feel like crap
and I could go on
why do I do this to myself?
I know how good it feels to be eating right and treating my body with respect
but somehow I just haven't done it
I've given up..
can someone kick my ass back on track?
I'm so done with this..
I know all the excuses
I just don't want to use them anymore
I want to be strong and just get this last 30 pounds off already
onward and upward (hopefully downward)
oh.. guess what I've been "googling"
I found and printed this
I am going to have one for upper body and one for lower body.. two for each day
muscle and strength.com
this awesome workout..
I am going to try this and see if it helps my motivation and stuff..