I haven't been following weight watchers.
I have given up.
the news that Jessica Simpson is getting paid MILLIONS to lose weight with the plan, seriously discouraged me.
I have been struggling to pay them every month.
I have been struggling to lose weight with them, every week.
and for them to pay a celeb millions for something that they probably wont really use.. I mean, they have trainers, personal chefs.. etc..
it bums me out.
I've gained six pounds over the last few weeks.
I feel like shit.
my body hurts.
my blood feels sick..
my hubs is having issues with me working out every night..
so I stopped.
I haven't worked out in three days..at least
before that, it was once or twice for the week.
I am back to my sluggish, fat self.
yesterday, I could barely function
my muscles wouldn't listen to my brain.
I actually took a nap.
I never do that!
then hubs says..
I can see that you feel like crap.
maybe you should get back to the gym
the issue is trying to balance my family time with my me time.
if I didn't have to be at work most of the day.. it would work.
I am thinking of quitting weight watchers.. I can't afford to pay them for something I can do on my own.
I feel guilty.
I was close to getting lifetime. but it was taking tooooo long. and that didn't seem to matter to them. they get their money. I suppose that's what really mattered.
I might rejoin later on, but in the mean time.. I need a new plan.
my girly Alex at my green fat pants is going to try Paleo..
I might give that some consideration.
I've seen it everywhere..
but not eating meat... It could be really hard, right?